the way he shows me....

this is a post in response to a comment someone had made before about seeing it from jason's side.... the entire "feelings" side.... sometimes i wish he was as open as i was about feelings, but then again, it's a part of him that makes him Jason.... he doesn't share his feelings with many, and for that, I can't complain.... he doesn't need to stand on a super tall building and yell how much he loves me (just because i'd do something like that) hee hee hee.... i am VERY open about my feelings towards my husband.... i think that (as cheesy as it sounds) the world doesn't have enough people expressing their wonderful feelings... people are always SO quick to badmouth, or gossip, or spread bad news, but what about the great things, the good feelings? what about those?

what keeps me going and loving my husband so much, are so many wonderful things.....

i love the way he loves me, and the way he shows me.....

i love that one of the most important things to him at night is going to bed with me at the same time.... he doesn't ever want to get into bed without me there.... he loves to roll onto his right side and wrap his arm around me, and it gives me this sense of security unlike any i've ever known.... 

i love how he will pull me aside after a long week, and tell me how much he loves me and appreciates all that i've done that entire week.... i love how he thanks me for carrying our son, and the way he kisses and talks to my belly.... i love the way, we can sit for literally a LONG time, saying nothing at all, but with him staring into my eyes, can bring me to tears.... i love how his hand on my thigh while we drive, gives me that fuzzy feeling. i love the way his fingertips softly tickle my arms and back at random, unexpected times.... or how i'll get flowers with little notes attached "just because."  i love how a big outpour of feelings isn't ALLLL the time, but extra special when they do come..... i love how he includes me in everything he does and is more than willing to teach me how to do them as well.... i love how he has NEVER (since day 1) been afraid to have me at his side.... introduce me to friends, go out for dinner a few drinks, or stay home and watch tv, or snuggle, or whatever. (yeah, i guess "snuggle" isn't so manly.....) so.... just lying together.... hee hee... 

i love how, as soon as i found out i was pregnant, (and i couldn't and didn't have any drinks anymore, he quit too).... i love how our fun times are EVERYTHING we do, and not just fun stuff.... i love his sense of humor and how he can even make cleaning the house fun.... 

this probably isn't the greatest example, and it's still not from his side.... or his point of view.... but i think a man can understand what these things mean.... (being that a man had mentioned it would be interesting to see or hear his side)

i'm sure you've heard it before, that having and going through the good times are not what make the relationship great.... it's knowing how to get and go through the bad times together and still come out together that make it wonderful and worth every last second of living for.... 

i love my partner, my very best friend.... more than anything in this world (a love for a child and your partner are completely different, so no that doesn't mean i don't love my children as much.... it's just an entirely different kind of love).... 

maybe, one day he'll get on here and rant.... or vent.... or complain about me.... ;)

until next time....